im_free_here

Wed, 24 Oct 2007 15:50:57 GMT

so ive come to realize a lot.
and lifes drastic changes.

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 12:56:56 GMT

maybe today will b better
or at least some what =))

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 13:41:59 GMT

im still so aggravated

at people.

...it doesnt help my day by being in a mood like this...

geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezus

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 01:36:18 GMT

it's weird how for so long you cared about someone so much and were so emotionally connected and so involved with each others lives ( bestfriend, gf, or bf) and how when that friendship or relationship dies and years or year later you see that person or hear that person and you dont feel anything at all and can not recognize the person that you just spent all this time with...u dont recognize them, their voice, their personality, their life. its hard to understand unless you know what i am talking about. in a way it hurts because obviously it was heart break but in a way you get to see that person in a different light with out you and thats okay too. bcause you still wish the best for that person.

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 22:26:16 GMT

when it comes to my family, i wish i was seen as somebody
sometimes i feel like im not

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 00:31:30 GMT

if i could only be better, maybe then they would be proud.

but i am not sure ill ever get to that point

no matter how hard i try or how much i do

because im not one of them...

Sat, 14 Jul 2007 04:44:39 GMT

life is grand.

still odd

Thu, 21 Jun 2007 16:49:58 GMT

Sometimes I think back to what I had and what I want and I realize that they are not the same things sometimes.

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 03:00:42 GMT

i delted myspace so if you have one friend less, then its me.

Fri, 01 Jun 2007 00:18:59 GMT

im alive.

Tue, 15 May 2007 01:27:02 GMT

so i forgot what it was like to have live journal. and im finally back, i created a new one. added all the people i had before...well almost. im getting around to it. this is the life of lisa shoemaker. <3 me. anyways. life is okay. ive been really tired lately and im not liking this at all. so add me back friends and we shall enjoy catching up on each others lives. peace